stressed and 8th & ocean

so, i was bad and postponed my interview (by pretending i was sick). i just am too stressed. my stomach feels like it's caving in on itself. i mean, i know everything will get done, but seriously, i have 7 days for two group papers, one individual paper, one final exam, and now one interview (because i postponed the other). i'm not sure if i am telling myself i don't want to work there because i didn't want to teach a lesson today or because i don't like the commute or because i don't want to be held accountable for what i teach students. i think i'd rather have a job where i can BS, instead of actually having to know my stuff (math...). anyway, sleep has been horrible. i am totally disoriented in my sleep and also when i wake up/get up. i am constantly dreaming about my work, how i'm going to complete it all, how i'm going to plan the day, etc., etc. it's very nervewracking...everything is. blah.

despite all that, i watchined 8th & ocean last night, after it finished downloading. i wish i were that beautiful! britt is really annoying though. favorite quote from the episode, by britt, was something to the extent of, "i can wear ugly clothes, but i don't want to look like a slut...." okay, i don't remember what she said exactly. anna, do you remember? anyway, that was britt crying on the phone to her mom because she had to wear all these "hoochie" clothes in her editorial shoot. but she looked hot. she said that she didn't want people to think she had gone topless, because she hadn't!! she was very adamant about that point.

anyway, i'll update more often now...since there is no one to talk to online anyway. :/

BUT...i should get back to work. here's a look at my week:

friday (today):
- roadmap H-217 paper
- meet with rana to write all of S-030 paper
saturday:
- send H-217 roadmap to TF
- write H-217 paper
- go to chorallaries spring concert
sunday:
- write A-327 paper
- red sox game?
monday:
- H-217 paper DUE
- interview with boston community leadership academy
- go to STM-400 review session
- go to prathima's chamber choir conert
- meet with becky to write A-327 paper
tuesday:
- S-030 paper DUE
- meet with becky to finish A-327 paper
- (study STM-400)
wednesday:
- A-327 paper DUE
- (study STM-400)
thursday:
- study STM-400
friday:
- STM-400 final exam!!!!
- haircut??