drip drop

it's a saturday, and i was up at 7:30am. that is not cool. i mean, it's okay...i'm getting some work now (um...not right this moment).

anyway, don't you hate it when you're just about to fall asleep and then you get woken up?? you like jerk or your brain gets jerked awake. i mean, sometimes i twitch and wake up...or i worry about something and wake up with a start. but other times, it's purely due to outside factors. now, i recognize that last night was friday night, but when my roommates called me at 2am, i said that i was already home and sleeping. they said they were coming home soon, so when they came home, they stomped up the stairs, and were very very loud when they came in. they had some other people with them, so there was a lot of talk out in the living room and in the bathroom (next to my room). i wonder if when i'm tired/sleeping, i'm more sensitive to noises, and subsequently, more easily annoyed by noises? i don't know, but i could Not fall asleep because every sound and stomping and door slamming and laugh just would jerk my brain/heart/sleep. it's an odd phenomenon to describe, i suppose. anyway, i haven't had a good night's sleep in a very long time. not sure why...

it's still raining. reminds me of home, though, because i can hear the rain on my windows.